December 2011
101 posts
You really have to love when you think you’re friends with someone then suddenly you’re not.
And also, why is it so impossible to be friends with guys? It was never this complicated when I wasn’t single.
Furthermore, if you have the time to be on facebook posting stupid shit, you obviously have the time to text me back. If you don’t want to talk to me, just fucking say...
30 Day Challenge: Day 24
24. Things you want to say to 5 different people.
-You’re the best role model I could ever have. (:
-I’m proud of you! I know you can do it.
-I miss you.
-What the fuck happened to us?
-You’re a huge asshole, I don’t know why I bother trying with you.
30 Day Challenge: Day 23
23. Something you always think “what if” about.
Lots of things, honestly.
Usually regarding a relationship.
30 Day Challenge: Day 22
22. Ten things about you that people wouldn’t expect.
Well there’s probably a lot of things about me that people wouldn’t expect, but I don’t know if I can think of them on the spot.
For starters, I’m a natural blonde. If you’re close to me, you know this and make blonde jokes all the time. But most people probably don’t know that.
My biggest fear is...
30 Day Challenge: Day 21
21. Something you can’t seem to get over.
Well, to be honest, my last relationship. It’s pretty much a sure thing we’ll get back together eventually, it’s just a matter of when the timing is right and everything. Which might not be for a really long time.
30 Day Challenge: Day 19 and 20
First, I can’t believe I missed a fucking day! I have an excuse though, I was really sick, and throwing up all day. Not to mention I didn’t have my laptop with me. But here goes.
19. Something that never fails to make you feel better.
A damn good hug. If that’s not available, some sort of musical will usually work (Dr. Horrible’s lately). Or generally just talking it...
30 Day Challenge: Day 18
18. Disrespecting parents.
Well, I’ve done it, especially in high school. But I’ve grown to appreciate my parents, especially my mom, more than ever since I’ve started college. I really regret treating her the way I did in high school, but given, I was kind of an emo crazy person. I really have the best mom in the world, and I try to tell her every day. (:
Hospital.
Well, I’m sitting here at the hospital, waiting for my lovely sister to give birth. (: I’m going to be an auntie in oh, hopefully anywhere from 30 to 60 minutes. I’m saying hopefully because she’s been in the hospital since noon yesterday.
I realized my last “blog” post was pretty depressing. I guess everyone has their days. And that was a bad day I guess.
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30 Day Challenge: Day 17
17. Things that make you scared.
Spiders, tornadoes, kidnappers.
Rejection, failing, being alone.
Aliens.
Mostly failing and rejection, though.
30 Day Challenge: Day 16
16. 3 things you are proud of about your personality.
-I’m a really hard worker.
-I try to treat everyone like I would want to be treated.
-I genuinely care about the people close to me.
30 Day Challenge: Day 15
15. Best thing to happen to you this week.
I’m at the hospital right now, waiting for my sister to have her baby!! :D
30 Day Challenge: Day 14
14. Something disgusting you do.
Smoke.
30 Day Challenge: Day 13
13. A date you would love to go on.
Any!!! I’ve never really been on a “real” date, like a get to know one another kind of thing. It kind of was always relationship first, date second, like high school. So I would LOVE to go on a real date, when I’m not already “dating” someone.
I envision a romantic walk in the old market, window shopping and whatnot,...
30 Day Challenge: Day 12
12. Things you want to say to an ex.
I’m sorry. I wish that things would have worked out.
30 Day Challenge: Day 11
11. Your current relationship, if single discuss how single life is.
Well, at the moment it’s all complicated. But I am single, and I will say it’s treating me pretty well. I’m learning a lot about what I want in my life, and what I need in a relationship, where I can improve myself, things like that. It is lonely, though.
existevolvee asked: Aw I just saw your birthday post to me! That is so cute, thank you <3!
30 Day Challenge: Day 10
10. Your views on drugs and alcohol.
Depends on your poison. No, honestly, I don’t have a problem with drugs when it’s occasional. If it starts to become an issue, I tend to have a problem with that. Use responsibly.
As for alcohol, I have mixed feelings. For myself, I need to be wary since both my parents were alcoholics. So I watch out, and try not to make it a regular thing....
Blog.
In my procrastination, I have decided that I really need to make this more of a blog. With writing and shit.
So, I was looking on my old Facebook notes, where I tried to do a blog sort-of thing, and failed. I had two or three, then was done. But anyways, in one, I asked what I should write about. Here are the verdicts:
-“life, love, and happiness”
-“life, the Universe, and...
Laced.
This is my favorite poem from my creative writing class in high school. Came across it today.
I can’t keep pretending that I don’t care, Because the feelings keep boiling inside me…. Jealousy laced with intimidation, Caution laced with suspicion, Anger laced with fear. Envy isn’t a shade of green anymore; It is a bloody red, for the Envy is laced with hatred. ...
30 Day Challenge: Day 9
9. Your last kiss.
The other night. It didn’t end well.
30 Day Challenge: Day 8
8. Something you’re currently worried about.
Everything.
That’s who I am, a worrywart at it’s finest.
I’m not kidding, I seriously worry more than anyone I know.
The highlights of my worry list today are:
-My business project that is due at 6 that my group hasn’t done shit for.
-My spanish final on Wednesday.
-My job, we’re supposed to get checked...
SO.
I’m driving home at 1 in the morning after a giant falling out with my ex.
Rolled my windows down, having a damn cigarette.
When these fucking kids throw a fucking chunk of ice at my car.
If my windows were shut, no big deal, they’re just assholes, the end.
BUT NO.
My windows are down all the fucking way, and that chunk of ice hits me in the goddamn head.
YEP.
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